
Only those moments count when the desire to remain by yourself is so powerful that you'd prefer to blow your brains out than to exchange a word with someone.
A marvel that has nothing to offer, democracy is at once a nation's paradise and its tomb.
Love, a tacit agreement between two unhappy parties to overestimate each other. p. 111, first American edition
It is unjust to call imaginary the diseases which are, on the contrary, only too real, since they proceed from our mind, the only regulator of our equilibrium and our health.
If, at the limit, you can rule without crime, you cannot do so without injustices.
Always to have lived with the nostalgia to coincide with something, but not really knowing with what - it is easy to shift from unbelief to belief, or conversely. But what is there to convert to, and what is there to abjure, in a state of chronic lucidity?
The same feeling of not belonging, of futility, wherever I go: I pretend interest in what matters nothing to me, I bestir myself mechanically or out of charity, without ever being caught up, without ever being somewhere. What attracts me is elsewhere, and I don't know where that elsewhere is.
Utopia is a mixture of childish rationalism and secularized angelism.
The mind advances only when it has the patience to go in circles, in other words, to deepen.
In order to have the stuff of a tyrant, a certain mental derangement is necessary.
Jean Paul calls the most important night of his life the one when he discovered there was no difference between dying the next day or in thirty years. A revelation as significant as it is futile; if we occasionally manage to grasp its cogency, we resist on the other hand drawing its consequences, in immediacy the difference in question seeming to each of us somehow irreducible, even absolute: to exist is to prove that we have not understood to what point it is all one and the same thing to die now or no matter when.
They ask you for facts, proofs, works, and all you can show them are transformed tears.
Doutbless, revenge is not always sweet, once it is consummated we feel inferior to our victim, or else we are tangled in the subtleties of remorse; so vengeance too has its venom, though it comes closer to what we are, to what we feel, to the very law of the self; it is also healthier than magnanimity. The Furies were held to antedate the gods, Zeus included. Vengeance before Divinity! This is the Major intuition of ancient mythology. p. 70.
Endless brooding over a question undermines you as much as a dull pain.
One hardly saves a world without ruling it.
There is only this swarm of dying creatures stricken with longevity, all the more hateful in that they are so good at organizing their agony. p. 120, first American edition
To suffer is to produce knowledge.
In a republic, that paradise of debility, the politician is a petty tyrant who obeys the laws.
In theory, it matters little to me whether I live as whether I die; in practice, I am lacerated by every anxiety which opens an abyss between life and death.
When we are young, we take a certain pleasure in our infirmities. They seem so new, so rich! With age, they no longer surprise us, we know them too well. Now, without anything unexpected in them, they do not deserve to be endured.
That history just unfolds, independently of a specified direction, of a goal, no one is willing to admit.
I dream of a language whose words, like fists, would fracture jaws.
We are born to exist, not to know, to be, not to assert ourselves.
The obsession with suicide is characteristic of the man who can neither live nor die, and whose attention never swerves from this double impossibility.
We are all deep in a hell each moment of which is a miracle. variant: The fact that living is an extraordinary thing seeing things as they are, That this life is theoretically completely worthless, Seems extraordinary compared to the actual level, This means Live despite all adversities, Every moment becomes a kind of heroism
The multiplication of our kind borders on the obscene; the duty to love them, on the preposterous.
Psychoanalysis will be entirely discredited one of these days, no doubt about it. Which will not keep it from destroying our last vestiges of naivete. After psychoanalysis, we can never again be innocent.
Mind, even more deadly to empires than to individuals, erodes them, compromises their solidity.
He who has never envied the vegetable has missed the human drama.
When you know that every problem is only a false problem, you are dangerously close to salvation.
The more intense a spiritual leader's appetite for power, the more he is concerned to limit it to others.
The flesh spreads, further and further, like a gangrene upon the surface of the globe. It cannot impose limits upon itself, it continues to be rife despite its rebuffs, it takes its defeats for conquests, it has never learned anything. It belongs above all to the realm of the Creator, and it is indeed in the flesh that He has projected His maleficent instincts.
I used to ask myself, over a coffin: "What good did it do the occupant to be born?," I now put the same question about anyone alive.
What pride to discover that nothing belongs to you - what a revelation.
To conceive a thought - just one, but one that would tear the universe to pieces.
Knowledge, having irritated and stimulated our appetite for power, will lead us inexorably to our ruin.
To reckon on anything at all, here or elsewhere, is to afford proofs that we are still burdened with chains. The reprobate aspires to paradise; this aspiration disparages, compromises him. To be free is to rid yourself forever of the notion of reward, it is to expect nothing of men or gods, it is to renounce not only this world and all worlds but salvation itself-it is to destroy even the notion of it, that chain among chains.
To get up in the morning, wash and then wait for some unforeseen variety of dread or depression. I would give the whole universe and all of Shakespeare for a grain of ataraxy.
Were we to undertake an exhaustive self-scrutiny, disgust would paralyze us, we would be doomed to a thankless existence.
The obsession with suicide is characteristic of the man who can neither live nor die, and whose attention never swerves from this double impossibility.
I foresee the day when we shall read nothing but telegrams and prayers.
Creation is in fact a fault, man's famous sin thereby appearing as a minor version of a much graver one. What are we guilty of, except of having followed, more or less slavishly, the Creator's example? Easy to recognize in ourselves the fatality which was His: not for nothing have we issued from the hands of a wicked and woebegone god, a god accursed.
Skepticism is an exercise in defascination.
Tragic paradox of freedom: the mediocre men who alone make its exercise possible cannot guarantee its duration.
Facing a landscape annihilated by the light, to remain serene supposes a temper I do not have. The sun is my purveyor of black thoughts; and summer the season when I have always reconsidered my relations with this world and with myself, to the greatest prejudice of both.
To act is to anchor in the imminent future.
There is no means of proving it is preferable to be than not to be.
Sooner or later, each desire must encounter its lassitude: its truth . . .
If we would regain our freedom, we must shake off the burden of sensation, no longer react to the world by our senses, break our bonds. For all sensation is a bond, pleasure as much as pain, joy as much as misery. The only free mind is the one that, pure of all intimacy with beings or objects, plies its own vacuity.
If there is anyone who owes everything to Bach, it is certainly God.
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